February 11, 2025 by Random House Books for Young Readers
E ARC Provided by Netgalley
In this novel in verse, Valentina Camacho was in a motorbike accident four months ago, and had to have extensive surgery to repair her ankle. She has good days and bad, and is very frustrated that not even Dr. Claudia can tell her when she will be 100% again. She has physical therapy, and is finally allowed to return to fencing practice. Before the accident, fencing was Vale's life; being so involved in it is what caused her to fall out with former best friend and fellow fencer Stephanie. Vale's mother, who is now obsessed with finding things to help Vale's leg feels better, used to have an "all or nothing" attitude, and constantly told Vale that she could be a great Puerto Rican fencer if she just worked hard enough. Returning to practice is difficult. She's not greeted overly warmly, and her leg doesn't feel great. Not only that, but there is a new girl, Myrka Marero, who is said to be almost as good a fencer as Vale was. Even though Myrka is friendly, Vale feels that she is not at fencing to support her teammates or make friends, although she does agree to go with the group for ice cream whne Myrka asks, but mainly because Samantha is snarky and says that Vale won't go. At home, Vale does have a supportive older brother, but he is also frustrating because he is good at many things, while Vale only has fencing. He helps in many ways, like running baths for her to soak her leg, or giving her coloring books to distract her. Her father tries to help by teaching her to salsa dance, and accompanies her on runs when she is allowed to go back. She also has a new friend at school, Amanda, who supports her and confides in her about her cruch on Mohamed. Even though she has all of these good things in her life, Vale obsessed about her ankle and fencing. Frustrated by a lack of rubric for her recuperation, she even asks her doctor is she is disabled, but her doctor won't tell her one way or the other. Vale thinks that the coach is babying her, and after she has a good day and a successful match against Myrka, she overhears teammates saying that Myrka let her win, and fights with her friend. This is especially devastating, because she and Myrka have become friends, and Vale has a crush on Myrka that is reciprocated. Eventually, Vale admits that she is not finding joy in fencing, and that she needs help dealing with her grief over here injury. She steps away from competition, although she does enjoy helping with the children's mini Musketeers group, finds a mental health therapist, and manages to reclaim her relationship with Myrka.
Strengths: I am writing this seven weeks after ankle surgery, so I definitely feel Vale's pain. I didn't even break anything (had a tendon repaired), and am well aware that I will not run until August of 2025. But I have other interests, and I'm old. Vale wants to get back to fencing in the most desperate way, and every ache and pain that gets in her way is maddening. This is certainly well expressed in all that she feels and does. Her obsession with fencing even impacts her friendships, and this is also something that I have seen as a coach; when your friend beats you, it is HARD. Vale feels shame for losing, and even for being in pain, and finds it hard to even accept help from her friends and family. Middle grade literature could use a lot more books concerning recuperating from sports injuries, and it was fun to add another book about fencing to my sports collection, along with the Bagleys' Duel or Rhodes' Black Brother, Black Brother.
Weaknesses: I wish that this had addressed the core problem more; the fact that Vale's mother put away to much pressure on her, and that middle school kids shouldn't pin all of their hopes on athletics. I see too many children who can see no further than professional sports as a career path, and it's sad to see them spend so much time on one interest, especially when (as happens too often) this causes injuries. It was just painful to read Vale's thoughts about how being good at fencing was the only thing that gave her life meaning.
What I really think: This is a good choice for readers who enjoyed this author's Something Like Home or Iveliz Explains it All, or who want books about recuperating from sports injuries, like Preller's Shaken or Day's The Sea in Winter.
Weaknesses: I wish that this had addressed the core problem more; the fact that Vale's mother put away to much pressure on her, and that middle school kids shouldn't pin all of their hopes on athletics. I see too many children who can see no further than professional sports as a career path, and it's sad to see them spend so much time on one interest, especially when (as happens too often) this causes injuries. It was just painful to read Vale's thoughts about how being good at fencing was the only thing that gave her life meaning.
What I really think: This is a good choice for readers who enjoyed this author's Something Like Home or Iveliz Explains it All, or who want books about recuperating from sports injuries, like Preller's Shaken or Day's The Sea in Winter.